i like to just sit outside at night in various different settings. i enjoy just sitting and looking at all the nothing-in-particular's around me. i just soak in the world. most of the time i don't even think about anything really... just about the immediate world around me, and how amazing it is, regardless of whether it is totally natural or totally concrete.

i wish i did this more often... i can just never find the time. i actually have the time usually, i just never find it... always something else that's too "important" or too "pressing." always something i need to do or "want" to do. i wish i would just sit more often.

i wish i had someone to sit with me. someone who i could share the silence with. and the stillness with. and the wonder of it all with.