today was pretty good, at least it ended up that way. there was a meeting up a sonic to try to figure out rooms for utd. it was not a success. i then went to the lan party over at scotts. it was pretty good. i'm a god of counterstrike... which is funny because the game sucks cock and i hadn't played it in ages...

anyway... that's about it...

today wasn't too bad. went to church. sang in the choir. played my clarinet. it was good. after church i went with my mom to steak'n'shake and then to walmart for groceries. it was also good. came home. sat around. played dod. lan party tommorow. should be fun.

i don't really have an pictures to post today, so i might just post some from the band slide show that are of interest. good times. at least they'll be new to non-band people.

went to stephen's party.
went to tim's party.
rode around with ross.
home.

that's about it for the rest of the day.

tim has a nice laptop.

mattesbueno: so, they let you gradiate
rabidfishmonkey: yep
rabidfishmonkey: suckers
mattesbueno: big mistake
rabidfishmonkey: yeah... now they'll pay

i'm a badass.! (period, exclamation point)

so obviously i didn't blog yesterday. i'm a failure and will never amount to anything. oh well... what are you gonna do... yesterday was basically a binge viewing of neon genesis evanglion. such a good series. watch it sometime...

today was graduation. it was pretty good. not as boring as i thought it would be. had a bunch of friends there, mostly from church. it was nice. kudos to john for the "HACK THE PLANET." went out with the family aftwards to red lobster. it was tasty. now i'm just sitting around waiting to go to graduation parties. gonna hit up stephen blystone's then tim's. hurray. anyway... yeah, i'll blog again later tonight and post pictures later tonight.

today was pretty good. woke up just in time to go to band rehearsal. i needed to go see mr. hurst but they wouldn't let me in the rest of the building. fucking facist bastards... and on that note i would like to say that i think it is very irresponisble for the administration to set of the fire alarm in order to get students to leave more quickly... bad form on their part... anyway, i'll have to get in contact w/ mr. hurst later...

after that i went with some people to joe's and had some pizza. when the eating was over matt, aka, grant and i met up with troy at matt's house and we had a mini-lan party. we played some 2 player crimsonland. if you haven't checked out this game yet you should... it's fucking badass. we ordered pizza (i know, a lot of pizza) and just generally fucked around. good times...

anyway, that's about it... btyl.

rabidfishmonkey: aight, i'm off to sleep
Naito85: yeah
Naito85: I'll see you later man
rabidfishmonkey: bored with life, and since i don't approve of suicide... sleep it is!

heh, my meloncholiness makes me happy... oww... my head just exploaded...

today wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be. woke up early in the morning but wasn't able to get my license, so i went back to sleep. i then woke up and went to graduation rehearsal. after that i went with a hella lot of people to get ice cream. yummy. we then went to chick-fil-a and got food. w00t for reverse order meals. after that some people left and some came back to my house. me lance david anna and megan sat around and listened to music. good times. topics discussed include: david's retarded goal of constructing a functional lightsaber, the fact that blink182 are just a bunch of poseurs, and how lots of bass is good for any song.

i'm now about to go to choir practice up at church. this time i'm not only gonna be working on my bass singing for sunday, but i also have to play something on my clarinet... what fun... heh.

gonna post a lot of pics. from today in just a bit, or mabye after choir practice, not sure. depends on how much time i have.

so just a few minutes ago scott suggested that i start a second blog for photo's. i agreed that it was a good idea. i didn't like posting too many pics on my main blog because i was afraid it would detract from the actual text, the "real" blogging, but this way it won't at all.

so now you have two blogs to check... hehe... what fun...

(link on the right)

(this means that from now on this blog will be text only, and my other blog will be photo and caption only)

i just realized that my blog's motto "because YOUR life sucks" (TM) is kinda funny... cause mine usually does too... oh well... i guess everyone's life sucks...

so i do have the actual picture of anna taking a picture of me... but it came out really crappy with too much flash and a lot of red eye... so i'll post this one instead... (p.s. look in anna's photo journal for the corresponding picture)

yesterday i went with lance and troy to see shrek 2. funny movie. a few damn good jokes and a lot of really good ones. i would reccomend it if you liked the first one.

today was pretty productive. woke up just in time to take a shower then head up for the end of school to catch mr. moen to ask him for a letter of recc. for the honors program thingy up at UTD. i then returned home and sat around. in the evening my mother and i went to jos. a. bank's to use a $250 gift certificate i got as a graduation present from 2 couples at church. yeah, that place is expenisive. so damn upper class it sickens me... anyway, i got some nice dress clothes and such. after that we went into the mall. got a pair of dress casual pants. dress casual... what a retarded descriptor. i then bought two new t-shirts with some of my graduation money i've recieved. i've decided it will go toward new clothing and food during college. you'll like the shirts i bought. i promise. they are da shizznit... oh god, i just said 'da shizznit'... someone please help me...

tommorow is gonna suck. i have to go get my license, which will involve my rents getting mad at me, running back and forth all over the place, filling out lots of paper work (including the parent-taught course papers which will be filled out less than truthfully...) and other stuff as well... man, another reason my parents can tell me i'm not responsible... after that i gotta go to graduation rehearsal... boring shit... not gonna help the goodness level of the day...

well... i guess that's enough bitching for now... btyl.

nader 04' because bush sucks cock and kerry sucks almost as much cock...

heh...

too bad i'm already totally disillusioned with the political system in this country and i've never even voted...

so i just took that warning label quiz thing on megha's blog... the results are comical, maybe even ironic, but that may be abusing the word ironic. at the very least it has to be some type of paradox within a conudrum.

LOOK OUT! ïòð

rabidfishmonkey is a radioactive squirrel!!

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

so yeah, i didn't blog yesterday. meh, not much happened anyway. got up at about 11 (i didn't go the magic tourney, i was just too tired), and ate pancakes my dad cooked. i then proceeded to sit around the entire day and help phil work on his teamspeak and day of defeat server. the teamspeak server went up easily but the dod server was a bitch. we eventually got it up and it is good. i've got full admin powers cause i'm a badass. yeah... that was the entire day. wow, exciting. especially if you aren't into day of defeat or computer gaming in general.

today was church then baccalaureate. sang in the choir in church. sat and listened at the baccalaureate. it was pretty good, the music by all 3 parties involved was very nice. mr. holland's son's sermon was not that great in my opinion. he often was on the verge of pissing me off, luckly he usually pulled it back into the realm of the acceptable. heh. he's a bit too 'absolute' for me. of course i'm a little too 'not absolute' (heh, w00t for lack of antonyms) by most standards. oh well, i'm still a badass and they're wrong and i'm right.

hopefully i'll be able to do something interesting tonight, hang out with friends or something. i dunno.

peace.

just got home a little bit ago... the band banquet wasn't nearly as bad as the senior luncheon. it was a lot more fun with more joke and story telling and comical moments. it was also much more personal (duh). the slide show was pretty good, it had some great pictures, such as the one of me in my boxers on the bus. w00t. i am one sexy guy. damn, i turn myself on...

that's about it... i'm tired. i might go do the magic the gathering thing tommorow, still not sure... the day ended up better than i thought it was gonna be, but i'm still in a bit of a funk...

oh well... btyl.

what an unexpectedly crappy day... thus far at least, though i don't see it getting much better...

get to school and sit around for senior walk. senior walk involved more sitting. it makes me mad that john gets all that stuff though i'm smarter than him... heh, i wonder if john reads my blog... oh well... after the boringness of senior walk is over i went to the senior luncheon. just a lot of sitting around. got to hang out with alex and tim. don't get to hang out with alex that much, so that's cool i guess. the actual thing was retarded... i don't care about the damn superlatives and for the most part disagree with them... i also disagree with the majority of the top ten teachers, yes hurst deserves to be there BUT WHERE THE FUCK WAS MRS. YSBRAND!?! she is by far one of the best teachers i've ever had, and definately the most relatable... just goes to show how fucking retarded our senior class is... coach houston's speach wasn't bad... but it was fairly generic so i didn't get anything out of it. the food wasn't that great, the rolls were good, but that's about it. and now i feel sick... i mean, if i was gonna get sick because of some food it could at least be good food... so now i feel like shit... in just about every aspect... oh well... at least it's one of the happiest times of my life... :)

not looking forward to the band banquet tonight... already had more than my fill of this shit... haven't even come up with any senior will things--the only real reason for me to go... other than that i find it very hard to give a shit...

yeah... god damn... at least tommorow is a magic the gathering tournament... if i can even go... not sure about the finances... hopefully it will be somewhat good... at least it will distract me from the numerous annoyances and 'piss-off-ances' of life...

it's 10:56, do you know where your children are?

here's what i had at joes... cameras are fun...

just got home from school... scanned pages from a text book in tech lab management. did make up work in fizzix. went to joes then home for 7th period. presented my portfolio in tip... yeah, that's about it.

after school i picked up my yearbook... my picture licks balls and i'm not in any other pictures... i was hoping for at least a chess club shot or something... oh well... memories are a waste of time anyway... (to borrow from stevo...)

i'll probably be posting some pics later... but for now... these words of wisdom:

life's a bitch, then you marry one... :)

heh, just found this compromising picture of stevo and anna in my house... sry to anna and props to stevo... hehe...

oh, and i'll finally have a use for that digital camera! this will be fun...

well... i guess i could have posted pics before... but i'm just to lazy to do it a non-easy way... heh...

well, as you can see below i just dled the thing that lets you post pics to your blog easily. it's pretty damn cool, they host it and do all the resizing and coding for you... a great service for paying nothing.

ok, now for the day's events. this morning in band we practiced tempered steel, the senior piece for graduation. it's kinda hard but if we pull it off it will be sweet. in english we performed our "1 minute" hamlet productions. the period was easy and the last. no more pauluzzi! w00t. then came comp. sci. sat around and surfed the web. in ac dec we just sat around some more. listened to the banana phone song. w00t, it pwns... BANANA PHONE heh... good times.

just got back from the senior picnic. it was ok: sat around, talked, swam a bit... yeah, that's about it... there was free food but i wasn't really that hungry, so it was a waste.

this is the cover of bad religion's new cd...

today was fairly entertaining. in the morning was the honor breakfast. i sat around, ate a pastry and some fruit and talked to people. my mother came to eat too. they announced all of our names and the top 10 seniors and such. afterwards, because going to class sucks, alex, kim, courtney, and i went to starbucks. it was the first time i've gone to a starbucks to hang out... what a cool place... (sarcasm) courtney was the only person to get anything, one of those frappo-mocha-crappo-chino's i think, can't remember the name exactly. alex kim and i don't even like coffee. heh. oh well, it was fun. returned late to fizzix. didn't really matter because we didn't do anything. i had 7th period off. went to taco bueno for lunch and just hung out until 8th period. it was boring, as tip always is.

now i'm home and bored. gotta do english hw tonight. no more putting it off. yep, actually gotta do it now...

yep, sitting here listening to bad religion's new cd (the empire strikes first)... i pimp it all the time, but i cna't help it, i really enjoy it. just got done playing some dod. it was fun. i actually played against some good snipers, snipers who are better than i... GASP... anyway, it was hella fun, i'm gonna start playing on that server more, hopefully i will get better. school was pretty cool. band was easy because i'm a senior. in pauluzzi we split into groups to do a dumb project. it was fun making jokes and such. we then had the mentor appreciation thing. i got free cake, so that was good.

the next thing will take a little more space so i will make a new para. went to the tempo cook out after i got mrs. ysbrand's permission. it was fun. hung out, ate food, talked to people. alex was fishing though he was bothered by a bunch of little 1st graders that were there on a field trip. one of the little kids even pulled the catfish alex had caught of the water and kicked it, knocking it out. it was gay, we scolded the kid. the same kid immediately picked up a cigarrete butt and pretended to smoke it. i lost even more faith in humanity. after that me and tim went into the woods behind city hall and played with the awesome squirrels there. they were damn ballsy... they would come up to 6 inches or so of you. after that i went back to school and said hi to mike chi and yang in hurst's room. after school i bought my senior picnic and luncheon tickets.

well, that's basically my day so far. gotta lot of hw to do tonight. tommorow should be easy though, blowoff classes and i have all 3 lunches. yep. good times.

last night was a magic the gathering tourney held by ross. i made it to the last round. me and brandon were supposed to play for the 1st place spot but we were tired and decided to draw it. we both walked away with $10.50 ($7.50 profit). it was fun. my deck is gay. it is able to use holy day (an annoying spell that prevents all combat damage (making me very hard to kill)) every turn, making every day a holy day. therefore, i named it my jewish deck. heh.

today i went to church. it was good. sung in the choir and such. came home and then went to morgan's graduation thing. talked with lance almost the entire time. we discussed global politics, terrorism, many wars, different cultures, imperialism, civil liberty, and many other things as well. lance is a badass. almost as much of a badass as I.

well, that's about it. i've been playing computer games. i need to do a lot of pauluzzi homework, hope i can find the will to complete it.

btyl.

hmm... i haven't blogged in a while. not much worth blogging about though. thursday was the last band concert, it went pretty well. we played a hella lot of music. all the seniors got recognized. i got a good introduction by cansler (last but certainly not least, etc. (it was in alpha order)) and got a bunch of cheers, because, well, i'm a badass... that night i went to braums with some people to hangout. yep. exciting.

last night i hung out at ross's house with people. watched kill bill 1 for about the 10th time. good movie.

this morning i've just been sitting around. i lack anything to do. blah.

this is all highly irregular.

oh, and thanks for commenting guys... makes me feel loved.

didn't get around to blogging last night. twas a busy day. took the environmental science ap test. it was ok. it's fun to completely bs your way through a test. i'm pretty sure i passed, which is good as that is another $200 for me sometime in the future. got back to school and played hackey sack till the final bell. it was fun. my new goal is to get really good at it before college.

when i arrived home i learned from troy that the guild wars e3 beta went up early. if you haven't checked it out yet i suggest doing so. it's only gonna be up a few more days. it's kind of like they took diablo II, made it better, made it 3d and purty, made it massively multiplayer, and added dual classing. good game. can't wait till it comes out. (there will be no monthly fee)

i went to the choir concert with ross. it was good. i decided i should go because i've been to every band concert, a few orchestra concerts and a few theatrical productions, but i had never been to a choir performance. as this was my last chance i seized the opportunity.

i enjoy using the phrase "this is all highly irregular" and adding emphasis to different words everytime i do.

that's about it. i'll blog about today in a later post.

so today was fairly cool. spent 5th and 6th period in fizzix reviewing for the test. probably raised my grade a whole point on the 5 point scale. heh. a lot of hurst's specific examples showed up on the test, it was good. as for the actual test it was ok. the first ap test i've ever skipped any problems on. the mc was a bit hard. the free response was cakiesque. since it started late we (me katie and aka) didn't make it back to band until it was over. oh well.

spent all day customizing my windows gui and listening to music. a little dod as well. now i'm tired

environmental science ap test tommorow. bs'ing is fun.

so everyone else decided to update their scheme... so shall i, i guess. well... everyone didn't change... but... meh... oh well, it'll make my comment system not suck ass... (HTML hates me...)

i just enabled commenting... i think...

so anyway from now on you should be able to comment on entries, which will be fun.

in order to comment you must click on the part that says Will / Time down by Posted By:

help me pretend that people actually give a shit about me by commenting often...

so yeah, today was damn good...

got honored at church for being a graduate, it was touching (stfu bitch, i'll cut you)... anyway, i got to have lunch with my mom, the pastor and family (including my good friend erik, the bassist in silverlode) and a family of friends i hadn't seen in a damn long time. it was great. i got a cross necklace and although i need a longer chain it is very badass. after that me and erik went to fry's where i purchased my new speakers. w00t. i love em. $55 well spent. not surround sound... but i wouldn't really have anywhere to put the extra speakers anyway...

well, hopefully tommorow will continue the trend of goodness despite the fizzix ap test...

just got back from the fizzix review a bit ealier. it was boring but informative. i won a $5 blockbuster card and a $10 target card. good times.

i'm about to go mow the front lawn... more crap i don't wanna do.

i'm really bored, somebody needs to be doing something...

so the blogger thing was down last night when i was gonna blog, so i'll do it now before school.

took the english lit. ap exam. it was pretty good, the essays were ok and the mc was damn easy. should get a 4. after that i went with the guys to dj's tacos. that place kicks ass if you've never been there. it's like a mexican version of chipotle... heh... went to my internship after that. sat there. did nothing. read things on the net. i came home after that and relaxed then went up to the rec center to work out. it was fun. i'm pretty weak... heh. oh well, i have an excuse (scrawny, pasty, lazy computer nerd). after that i played dod with the guys (different guys than above...heh). it's fun when you are unstopable with a sniper rifle. especially when you're out in the open and get like 12 kills in one death, including 3 pistol kills. it's even more fun when a grenadier, unterofficer, and strumtruppe all charge you simultaneously from a few feet away, you get unscoped sniper hits on two and pistol the thirds taking only about 1/4 damage... i'm a fucking badass...

anyway... school is gay, though today is easy, band followed by english (relax day after ap test) followed by comp sci followed by ac dec.

stupid ap fizzix review session this saturday morning/mid-day. i want to be doing something with friends... meh...

home from school

pointless day

no punctuation

so i went to the new rec center to work out tonight... GASP! yeah, and i enjoyed it too... double GASP!! i plan on trying to go at least everyother day, maybe even everyday if schedule permits... i really need to get in shape. i'm not that weak, and my stamina isn't terrible, but i do need to get a lot better. it'll make me feel slightly better about myself anyway... theoretically...

well... aparently my 1337 skillz didn't desert me as much as i had origionally feared... just got done playing dod and went 54-24... so i'm still a badass in that regard i guess...

whateva...

so upon further reflection i came to the conclusion that although i haven't been able to play much recently i'm still a fairly badass magic player... i hope so anyway...

not that that amounts to jack shit...

magic is nice though, when i'm playing it (against someone with some skill) i am able to focus on just it and nothing else...

still... jack shit...

so i have come to the conclusion that i am losing it. there are many things i've never been able to do well, or at all... and i've kinda come to accept that... but now it seems the i can't do the things that i've always done well and have always brought me joy well at all. something is wrong and it's fucking pissing me off. mother fucker.

i dunno...

it's hard to find any self value these days i guess...

just got home from school. pretty average day. practiced for spring concert in band. analyzed essays in english. read magic the gathering forums in comp. sci. sat around in ac dec. the amat expo is tonight. should be somewhat interesting.

yep.

i'm so bored, i want something to change or exciting to happen... looks like college is the nearest thing like that... but it's too far away... heh...

i'm back! w00t! feels so good to be back in my room sitting infront of my computer. dsl feels good too. not much has happened since last i blogged. i house sat for some people at chruch, at some point i'll be getting about $60 for it... not too bad for just sitting around.

i'm bored. with everything. well, not everything... i'm angry at somethings too, like school... w00t for being in random funks.

bleh...

utd is gonna be cool.

ap tests are gonna drool.

ha, i'm a mad ryzimin' fool.

or maybe just a tool.

still, utd is gonna rule...